I just really need to vent

As most people might know my mom got deported and my dad is locked up. Today was his court for his sentencing and it didnt go well. Over a stupid fucking mix-up my dad is now gonna do 2 years who knows where if even here in Arizona because its now a federal matter. just because he tried fighting this shit to stay with my family here in Arizona (at the time he didnt know my mom was deported too) he was sent through the whole process and instead of just deporting him like everyone else he now has to stay locked up for 2 more years. He was just caught in May and its seemed like an eternity since i have seen him and now i dont know how long this is gonna take. Hopefully atleast they leave him here in Phoenix so that I can go see him and they dont ship him out to like Colorado or some shit where this all started. I just dont know what to do anymore... I just wanted to have my whole family together and everytime i hear from them shit just keeps getting worse and worse. This is my fault because ever i got into my accident he had been using his real name and thats how they tracked him down. If I hadnt fucked up they would still be here all together. Just fuck whatever comes my way now. The only thing that ever really mattered to me was them and now their gone...Anything else that happens now is whatever. I dont care about losing friends or material bullshit so anyone who leaves me now is whatever. I just want my family back together because times are rough and without them here it seems like their alot worse

hang in there man its gonna be a hard road but it will get better

dammm that sucks dont blame yourself its the goverment just stick it out hopefully it gets better

everything will work out in the end pimpin....just think... the only place you can go now is up. i have been in a hole before and it took a while but i started to dig myslef out and now im getting on with my life and making shit happen.

good luck!

jeremy