Doing nothing isnt as fun as I thought it would be...

So anyways, since I bought my semi truck last year I quit my night job that I worked at for 8yrs to stay home w/ my son, dispatch my truck, and basically be semi-retired and do stuff around the house and spend time w/ my son. At the time, being 31yrs old, I thought that would be sooo cool to basically dispatch my truck run errands, do paper work and hang out w/ my 3yr old son w/o being wore out from working graveyard all night and playing w/ him in the daytime while mom was at work. Well, its been a year in november and I am getting very bored w/ it and the worst part is after all this time I finally got a driver that is responsible, shows up on time, takes care of the truck, lets me know ahead of time if he cant be there on a specific day instead of just not showing up. Besides being bored, w/ winter slowly coming in, work getting slower, our economy in the crapper.....I have been testing last week for my CDL. And going to start driving my truck myself and bring my son along w/ me.(I have drove trucks, I just never went and got the endorsement) I have a 15ml round trip run all day hauling sand passing my house and my sons school all day long. And while working I can drop my son off at school (he goes for a little over 2hrs mon-fri for help w/ speech) Plus w/ him going w/ me to the shop all the time...he loves being around all the trucks and equipment. No real point to this thread...just ranting.