saying goodbye to someone special

I started my day with work in the morning and then came home. I logged onto my computer and had got an im from an old friend. It was not good news as I was told my ex- girlfriend had passed away. I couldnt make the services as I was told afterwards, they couldnt get ahold of me until today. I am so lost right now, I dont know what to think or say/do. I am scheduling a trip to g opay my respects and such. I guess I feel bad because we had an arguement and stopped speaking to one another and then this. There will be no making up or saying sorry and I think that hits me the most right now. She was only 42 and I had to write about her since i could not sleep tonight.

damn i feel for you bro. how long ago did you guys stop talking? how long had you guys been together?

im really sorry to hear that bro, if you need anything we got your back.

sorry bro

Sorry to hear man.

Really sorry to hear. My condolences to you and her family. It sucks we just never know when someone is gonna be taken out of our lives.

We stopped talking about 8 months ago. I was trying to get ahold of her in the last few months but she wasnt getting online and no one would tell her to get a hold of me. We knew each other for 4 years and were together for almost a year before partiong ways.

that we dont.. all they said was she got sick and went in for it, and was transproted to another hospital and they couldnt figure it out.. 11 days after getting sick she was gone.. I hope to hear more on what happened in the near future.. thanks everyone...