i hate to say it, but ive lost it all....

rough times,... greenville this weekend and i hav never gone and every year something prevents me from going... for five years now. i cant go this year cause no one else wants to go... and im not going to make that long treck by myself then sleep in my car myself. also ive lost all motivation to finsih my truck... its been out of commision for 10 months now and i just dont feel like ddriving 30 minutes everyday to go work on it at my friends....its almost done i sppose .. waiting on the 20/22's to get in then do more to clear them and whatnot but i dont feel like doing it.... and .. ive lost my girlfriend of two years... she crossed the line and i have to let it go. i just dont feel very awesome .... good times...... nah